Can I ask y'all something? U also feel depressed sometimes? Well if u answered yes, then I wanna ask. Like when your depression isn't really here for some time like a week or so (yk it's always here but u get the point) and then you're like: ,,Oh wow I haven't been depressed for a while, I think it's wrong." And then you start thinking negative etc. just to be in depression? Idk it just feels like I need to be depressed, it became a part of me & my life. Anyone else here?